Sofa King We Tod Ed

Dirt Dust and cigarette butts
waching it swirl around me, the wind playing games as I sweep
pulling weeds from their, what one was a, safe haven.. I knew I would get to it
and I chose today..
March in like a lion... cold rainy almost miserable, but not really

I feel affected.. lost in some sort of dream... what am I doing?
I love to cook
and I am happy right now, even though things are not perfect, I am
willing to live in the moment and accept it..just live it and don't allow
it to bother me.. but then,

everything bothers me in some way.. ask me.. I will find something that is not quite to my liking
I AM WOMAN HEAR ME FUSS AND BITCH AND MOAN!!!!
men do it too, just on a more rational level
not to say women are irrational creatures, but we are.. and once we face up to it
our interpersonal relationships will be more intimate that we ever thought possible.
UGH

Dirt dust cigarette butts
I pulled them up stretching my body.
knees forward squatting allowing me to feel comfortable in my own skin
feeling good about this nowhere near perfect body, yet hearing all the "creakin'
in mah bones" and knowing that it is time to rebuild my temple, get on the right path
it looks better out there,
the view from the kitchen window,
If I wanted to we could hire a lawn guy...
may do that...

goddamn... it's 2pm on a sunday...
and I am still drinking coffee
time now for a cigarette..
and to close this sillyness