Monday, July 18, 2005
LILLY
you sit there and stare at me. big golden eyes
ears perked forward... WHAT DO YOU WANT?
I lie down on the floor and you crawl over me
sniffing my face and chewing on my hair
love, that is all you require, unconditional LOVE
you flop down in front of me and let me rub your belly
food water and love
i cry and you come and sniff my tears,
your rough tongue licking away the salty water
i have never had one that is like this before,
YOU OWN ME
and i let you in or out at 3am,
waking to find your hair all over the pillowcase, ick!
i can whistle and you come, yelling at me from wherever in the house
not graceful, but a clod, not feminine at ALL... you and i so much alike,
in need of love, begging for attention and so different from most like us.
yet, still very much the same..
you sit there and stare at me. big golden eyes
ears perked forward... WHAT DO YOU WANT?
I lie down on the floor and you crawl over me
sniffing my face and chewing on my hair
love, that is all you require, unconditional LOVE
you flop down in front of me and let me rub your belly
food water and love
i cry and you come and sniff my tears,
your rough tongue licking away the salty water
i have never had one that is like this before,
YOU OWN ME
and i let you in or out at 3am,
waking to find your hair all over the pillowcase, ick!
i can whistle and you come, yelling at me from wherever in the house
not graceful, but a clod, not feminine at ALL... you and i so much alike,
in need of love, begging for attention and so different from most like us.
yet, still very much the same..
Sunday, July 17, 2005
listening to the dishwasher
i think it may break
i look at the lawn and think how did i let it get so long?
my life is a jumble of these things, simplicity like the dance i have begun to do
new job again
the dance being in charge being creative again
pouring over books and magazines and newspapers trying to create my own out of it not looking at the screen while I type just watching my fingers flow over the keyboard like the dance i do at night on the line watching the owner not seem too impressed but hearing from his friends how much he likes having me there
wanting to feed them to intice them to turn them on with what I create, simplicity letting the combination speak volumes this is going to be my menu my combination my how and why things are working together, my heart
i need to be a show off
need some charisma
need some EGO
i know i am good i need to believe it not just listen to my cheerleader who puts shit on websites about how good i am.. this is only the beginning this is my busting out point my look at me!!!!!!!!!! let me do what i do, let your stomach be the judge and your taste buds rule... question what i do, let me be your scientist, let me put the chemical compounds together and create a fantastic new drug for you all to enjoy... let me be your pharmacist of food..ok, now its just getting cheesy and i could use a cup of coffee..
let the food be SEXY!!!
i think it may break
i look at the lawn and think how did i let it get so long?
my life is a jumble of these things, simplicity like the dance i have begun to do
new job again
the dance being in charge being creative again
pouring over books and magazines and newspapers trying to create my own out of it not looking at the screen while I type just watching my fingers flow over the keyboard like the dance i do at night on the line watching the owner not seem too impressed but hearing from his friends how much he likes having me there
wanting to feed them to intice them to turn them on with what I create, simplicity letting the combination speak volumes this is going to be my menu my combination my how and why things are working together, my heart
i need to be a show off
need some charisma
need some EGO
i know i am good i need to believe it not just listen to my cheerleader who puts shit on websites about how good i am.. this is only the beginning this is my busting out point my look at me!!!!!!!!!! let me do what i do, let your stomach be the judge and your taste buds rule... question what i do, let me be your scientist, let me put the chemical compounds together and create a fantastic new drug for you all to enjoy... let me be your pharmacist of food..ok, now its just getting cheesy and i could use a cup of coffee..
let the food be SEXY!!!
