Sofa King We Tod Ed

when it happens its going to be nasty
wanting to watch it from the other side and not be involved
my heart, already damaged, stepped upon and kicked...
I see it, on the horizon, even if you think I don't.
I am too suspicious, too jealous and too self involved for this to continue
"WE" is what we've got right now.
Where am I going to be when it is just "me"
Scared to be alone. Not knowing how but
wanting to be, with back-up.
Plans not made, future ignored.
I hate "wait and see"
What about Voltaire? And "The Prince"?
What happened to our reparte?
What happened to the fact the we are intelligent people and
yet dont discuss anything?
We've got Brak, and Adult Swim, what are we allowing to happen to our brains?
When it happens its going to be nasty....
You know too much, and I don't know enough,
Unfair fight.

I love when everything falls onto place...puzzle pieces, I love his face.
I love my job
I love the way coffee smells in the morning when I wake up
I love the way a hot saute pan sizzles when you deglaze
I love my life...for the moment,
always in this moment
Living in this moment, taking a breath and having to stretch and move on to the next one...