Wednesday, October 20, 2004
the rain comes and washes over me...finally autumn is here!
I make so many changes.. always something better developing on the horizon, better opportunities.
We'll see. This time I am not that excited. I refuse to put myself into it because I always get let down.
I just need to do it and let everything else fall into place, because it will.
I have to go to work... my last week at this job and finally I am getting respect. You don't know what you got til its gone!
they have no clue as to my abilities, sometimes neither do I. It takes others to help me realise what a good chef and person I am. She says I have changed. Post-traumatic stress syndrome does that to a person. But I am starting to actually like this new person... if I could only learn to do what I need to do and quit worrying about the small shit!!!
Let it go.....
I make so many changes.. always something better developing on the horizon, better opportunities.
We'll see. This time I am not that excited. I refuse to put myself into it because I always get let down.
I just need to do it and let everything else fall into place, because it will.
I have to go to work... my last week at this job and finally I am getting respect. You don't know what you got til its gone!
they have no clue as to my abilities, sometimes neither do I. It takes others to help me realise what a good chef and person I am. She says I have changed. Post-traumatic stress syndrome does that to a person. But I am starting to actually like this new person... if I could only learn to do what I need to do and quit worrying about the small shit!!!
Let it go.....
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