Friday, August 27, 2004
politics as usual
I am very angry, depressed and moody and sometimes it just feels good to wallow it it. I have 5 minutes left to wonder thru my head thinking of all the bullshit that I carry around with me and wanting finally to unload it.
Want to get away, far away... be alone and quiet, unless the voices in my head follow me.
Get a place, for me and Lilly and I will be happy. Work work work and stay in love.
Want so badly for him the just say it ONCE!! Just to hear it one time. I KNOW he loves me, but just one time I would like him to confirm it. I love that gut-wrenching cigarette kiss when he goes home, but I dont want him to go home anymore, I want it to be our home. Just us and the cat. Okay, back to work. Love parts of my job, but not all...waiting for the other shoe to drop, like always.
I am very angry, depressed and moody and sometimes it just feels good to wallow it it. I have 5 minutes left to wonder thru my head thinking of all the bullshit that I carry around with me and wanting finally to unload it.
Want to get away, far away... be alone and quiet, unless the voices in my head follow me.
Get a place, for me and Lilly and I will be happy. Work work work and stay in love.
Want so badly for him the just say it ONCE!! Just to hear it one time. I KNOW he loves me, but just one time I would like him to confirm it. I love that gut-wrenching cigarette kiss when he goes home, but I dont want him to go home anymore, I want it to be our home. Just us and the cat. Okay, back to work. Love parts of my job, but not all...waiting for the other shoe to drop, like always.
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