Wednesday, December 17, 2003
Sometimes we make choices that may seem a little risky...but we know they will make us a better person in the end. Felt like I was floundering for a long time. Now I am swimming, however upstream, I am still making progress. For the first time in a long time I actually feel happy...Like things might actually work out. I am capable of loving what I do without any resentment.
Thursday, December 11, 2003
Missing something
5 days
No high
pick you up later
5 days
No high
pick you up later
Monday, December 08, 2003
bored
bored
bored
Sealab 2021....under the sea
Monday, December 01, 2003
I hate when this happens....things seem to be so good and then they fall down around me.
I am in a bad place and I am very uncomfortable. I am really trying to still like the Holidays, but there is a dark cloud...
Want to be in love but know that it is only feelings that I am transferring. If I bottled it all up..it would overwhelm me.
Dark
Heavy
STOP!!!
I am in a bad place and I am very uncomfortable. I am really trying to still like the Holidays, but there is a dark cloud...
Want to be in love but know that it is only feelings that I am transferring. If I bottled it all up..it would overwhelm me.
Dark
Heavy
STOP!!!
